I SIGH OF HOPE !

I FOUND THIS NOTE ,

A PAGE IN THIS BOX I

KEPT, WHEN I WAS LIKE 17

(HE CALLED TODAY, HE WAS PISSED,I COULD HERE IT IN HIS VOICE )

Me: WHY ARE YOU UPSET?

You: BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH , SO MUCH THAT I CANT LET GO.

Me: OK !

(SO I SAID SOMETHING STUPID TO MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER AND WE TALKED AND BEHAVED OUR USUAL DORkY WAY. THEN HE GOT QUIET......)

You: WHY?

Me: WHY WHAT?

You: BUT IM SUCH A TURD!

(AND I SMILED )

Me: I KNOW YOUR A TURD, THATS WHY I LOVE YOU!

(SO THEN HE JUST STAYED QUIET....SO THEN I THOUGHT AND SPOKE OUT LOUD)

Me: MAYBE I SHOULDNT HAVE SAID THAT...

You: NAA ITS OK .

(SILENCE AGAIN)

You: SO DOES THIS MEAN WERE STILL GETTING MARRIED?

Me: I SAID AHHH WHY NOT?

(WE GIGGLED FOR ONLY IN A DREAM, AND THEN WE HAD THIS ISSUE, WITH OUR PHONES, MY CALLING CARD RAN OUT, THEN HE CALLED BACK, THEN HIS PHONE SOUNDED HORRIBLE, SO HE HUNG UP. THEN FINALLY AFTER ABOUT 7 MINUTES OF STRUGGLING TO TALK TO EACH OTHER AND WHAT NOT ....)

You: ILL CALL U TOMMOROW, OK MY PHONE SOUNDS LIKE SHIT ?

Me: OK ILL TALK TO YOU TOMMOROW....

(LONG PAUSE)

Me: I DONT THINK YOU WANT TO HEAR IT....HUH?

You: I LOVE YOU TOO!

Me: BYE TURD!

You: BYE TURD-AMOUS!

( WE HUNG UP, I FLUFFED MY PILLOWS AND MELTED INTO THEM, WITH A SIGH OF HOPE ! )